gradually its sinking in

fortuis moment holds wonder
concealed within the breath
for You are everywhere
concealed, unless.....

the sun reveals itself
the song begins to play

the heart awakens
it is Your brand new day

how shall i remember YOU
how does it all begin
that Divinity
needs no proof to win

submission..
Your mercy heaps
like snow filled skies
and paradise cannot compromise
Your beauty

day 1:

thought 1:
let me wrap my thoughts around You
let me fall into Your trance
let me know that that You are beside me
reveal to me
that which can everlast

ever wondered who you are

ever thought beyond your skin
beyond the talkitive mind
likes and dislikes
desires
i heard there's
a great view

its the last stretch of the journey when you need some muscle

its the last stretch that your brain does fuzz
help me in my time of struggle
thats how the game is won

under the radar

much improved
methods of finding the clue
look in your heart
you will find a screen
and hear a beat
do not lie
to your soul
do not cover it up
but listen
and it will reveal

day before Ekadasi

night before a fast
dissappearance of  an avahaduta
how eternity  can last

eye opener day

when you see the top of the mountain
is higher than you originally thought
who is in true power
whats the real pecking order
one gets eye opener day

see what i told you

its not too late
mercy has a feature
which can translate
no time no limitation
to one in need
the Lord sends help
as this you read

deciding moments

the journey is composed of many  -  deciding -   moments
chant to tune your frequency with - the divine- moment
find the perfection within- each- moment
leave the plane of action and reaction
find that air current that- lifts you
to heights inconcievable
although unattainable by our little wings that struggle
the deciding moment can bring the  perfect help
the gift of Harinam, the sound incarnation
begins its transformation into gold upon supplication
we are meant to soar

looking back

i see the direction i have taken
a line chalked out that no one else could see
dangerous if you are seeking comfort
but perfect if you are me
everything comes to us
lavishly by the lord
but from fools we must awaken
and find the harmonious chord
the center of the universe
is close at hand they say
when you call the Lord's names
and desire His accord
earth and heaven move
and we remain His ward

what a gorgeous profile at 88

Proof of the existance of the most affectionate Lord , to send the Guardian of Devotion

leaping dolphins

find their way
into my psyche
and want to play
life  has serendipity
that's Krishna's touch
its simplicity
stealing into your heart again
beauty allowed to mysteriously descend
and play like your oldest friend
that's whimsy

happy to be here

happy to stay
when i'll be leaving
just can not say
headed to expand
my inner view
the window
that i am looking through

its been long enough i don't remember

but that is a blink of the eye
mesmerized by circumstance
is a common day application
on this illusory condition

how joy manifests

as it slips between the known and unknown
and seeps into the heart
and fills the eyes
and perception is irrevocably altered
to gratitude to the fountainhead
is our connection to inexhaustible
source of inneffable joy

bring joyful activity in life

is there a god of organizing?
the activity is so diverse
how can each piece be recognized,
 regularily-
 to grow? to serve
to flow,
 to complete.
Krsna, You are the heart of everything
maybe  Your brother, Sri Balaram
help me

transcendental visionaries

learning skydiving

Trust your japa
Bhagavad gita too
the Mahabhagavat's message
is True

divine intention

help me connect to Your divine intentions
that your purpose i may serve

send me on Your mission

to the vast unknown
wonders await us
but i am not alone

dancing drops of water spill

onto the parched earth
reminding one the way to home
began before our birth

colors my companions in this sea

assist my mind
to express the turn
 in the direction i must move
to bring cognition
 to my path of endeavor

take this day and move with it across an ancient mystical river to the celestial regions

namoh namoh 'nirrudihah
hrisikesh indriyatmane
nammoh paramahansaya
purna nibritatatmanay

i bow down to You Lord Annirudha
focus my mind to recall Your inexhaustible
magnificence as Your presence purifies my existance.Your mercy rains down on us through
out the planets.

all mantras become more effective fron the third eye focus

in the Surya Namascar one remembers

this mantra with this pose (moving in)     Om namo Surya namah

asking help from the- One who gives Guidance-

continue to cultivate vedic gem stones of Truth

Who shall impress upon me
what is of priceless value
in a plane of strangling forgetfulless
only a higher plane can intervene
with the serum

well put- this creation its design and purpose

so where is my part in this vast play?
let gratitude unfold this key of life
how many signposts are here
bowing within i can see
there is no end to the opulence of the Lord

something popped up

and took my attention away
just when i had something important to say
let me leave a blank
and you fill in the line
whats important
is it divine?

when to take shelter

at the slightest apprehension
at the fear of death
when we are awake
to what we know is best

gratitude

this life, this gift, this opportunity
may i regard my fortunes carefully
perfection in every moment that pass
gratitude's the feature that makes them last

LIFE IS A MYSTICAL PROCESS TO RETURN HOME

shine on

stars at night
sun by day
help guide us now
to find our way

tactically forlorn

doomed to disgrace
unfathomable monsters
they stand at my gate
i'm overtaken by a mind distressed
bless it and kiss it
and send it to bed
fatigue makes one weary
cofuses the brain
be glad there's a Guardian
to make the soul sane
Guardian ,Keeper, Deliverer from sin
cleanses the heart
so we are allowed In
grateful and humbled by
lifes overtures
but protected
defended
taught by the Best
the only relief
that gives the soul rest

how do my days pass?

in rapid succession
a blur at the end of each day
help me to grasp
the purpose of living
before it slips away
how to remember the passing adventure
and Who the adventures about
how can i serve your causeless
munificient nature
and make every moment count
help me help all those around me
keep me not negligent
give me the wisdom
to assist them where they are at
to come to Your divine directions
...and that is that

frenzy over nothing

thats material life
get all excited
as one incurrs the strife
give me a handle
that will curb my mind
and center it on the divine
for a second i wanted an iphone
but really its not for me
what i really want is to communicate
blissfully
so many desires
need to distill
what am i looking for
and deeply let it spill
over
over into my consious spheres
and remember what is real
is the love that we feel
don't try to mask it
with artifice and things
simply give veneration
to such an amazing thing
let your life be guided
by the lord's superior force
everfything is perfect
thats how it works

white lotus

we have spotted the white lotus of good fortune
over our head filling the entire sky
as we swam

benevolent intruder

walk into my life
Your ways destroy the
misery and strife
yes it is true
i don't always know
what is best for the soul
but Your ways are perfect
and You can command
i consent
for Truth's demand

how to proceed

confidence in the Lord's protection
that what i need to know will be revealed
on that need to know basis

preparing for the next wave

Physical fitness has always been the precurer to successful times in my personal history.
First, its amperaging up my protein then vitamin c, and confidence that the Lord is supportive in transformation.Yes, thats tiptoeing to the edge for me.Sublective, ya see.

the edge is water and its warm as can be in summer

find away to get yourself to the pond to get some revitalization

at last

grateful to be allowed to remember You

remembrance

in my fleeting conciousness
obscurred by night''s dreams
awake
please let me come to you
who helps the soul's find rest
who helps the soul
find peace
who helps the soul find joy
in remembering You
let the dance begin

hardly thinking- hardly move

a message
to the Source of all creation
i -enveloped in Your external circumstance
allow me to peer a little deeper
to the land of Everlast
the glaring hum
of Your external vibration
holds me, the insincere, at bay
take me in to the source of Your beginnings
help me see it is You
Who makes the day
not the chance or whim
of karma,not this maze,
not this haze of misconception
but your profound movements
Your design
Your perfection
Your school that teaches the blind to see
repairs the grievous road
to brilliant affirmation
when truth and beauty
find their home at last
within the corners of Your smiling glance

welcome inspiration

come to my abode
 kick up your heels
 and tell me
what shall now unfold

circumferance unlimited

stand in your sea of grains
wealth of all humanity
is but Your small remains
beauty unlimited by the material eye
in stunning unearthly
reservoirs of sighs

Opportunities befallen to thee
awaken now behest
gather courage
your way will be blessed

offer homage to the One who designed this plane

make  your offering to that which eternally remains
blissful beautiful and kind beyond compare
our days are sanctified
if we are allowed to go there

so take your flight
never will you regret
the moment so well spent

remember something beautiful before you fall asleep

think of a divine fish

creating a supportive new perspective

Refresh your outlook often .

Focus Your Intentions

Read 6th Canto Psrt 2

INK

Let's get to the master gland,where subtle meets gross.This is the place to make fine tune adjustments....daily.... first thing.
Governed by mantra,better than the remote- it works with sound.As they say on the game board:
Start here.

pituitary

focusing the psyche at the third eye reciting the maha mantra
all favorable states of conciousness are expanded upom here,

when do i look back?

or shall i move forward in this day
it appears so drab
it is inward without delay
where do You hide Yourself
when here it is forlorn?
rip away the shrouds
let them be torn
dazzling brilliance hides behind Your smile
please Lord stay with me a while
Holy Name descend
into this plane of woe
all Your hidden wealth
easily bestow
help me make this a worthy place
all my shortcomings
Only You can erase

tiptoe to the edge and kiss me sweet

death to the land of purgatory
awakening me from this sleep
i long to live in conscious adoration
of mercy not veneration

depending upon revelations

increases the earnestness to find
ever unfolding truth, Venerate higher wisdom
that this awareness may not hide itself but rather increase.

wake up

smell the roses
and remember your daily axiomatic truth
1) light comes fron the Lord's EYE
2) to rever it is to draw
a memory from the Lord's eternal pastimes

trepidation replaced with adherence

adherence to truth
we cleave like a vine
wrapped around the wind blown tree
where we lack begins
the trust
as we hold onto
the great unseen

Consequently......

is at the base of chemistry
and a knot holds everything
in its cells
you don't need to exactly forge a key
one exists .
the question , my friend, is how to use it
allowing Truth to have It's way

everything has consequence
following like dominoes...consequently.
and the soul is uncomfortably tied
to this mortal perception
by our previous unconscious actions
and our release
has a lot to do with the nature of grace

a visit in the early hours of darkness

awake and toss and turn
what am i forgetting
what do i need to learn
this life  a gift remember
not long is its time allowed
we beg to remember
for what valuable thing we have come
You remove the obstacles
and let the sun come forth

hold it in my mind

this momentary awareness
before it slips away
this realization that
i walk through props
inside a play

open up my eyes
to see what is my part
and be not enamoured
by a facade of what is not

come hither come sweetly

now ends the night
and begins our first
day of flight

friendship with ones own mind

they say it could not be done
this alliance with the devil
but if you do not make
your first conquest
no journey shall
await you
therefore
subdue this relentless wind
with the grace of the wise
take the time
to control the mind
chanting the holy names
of the infinite Lord
begins the sojourn
into sacred accord

Come to Me

there are no sweeter words
no ocean as deep
no perfection calling
with this power to sweep
mountains into seas they fall
empires smashed against the walls
but restored beyond your finest conception
this journey that exceeds heaven
call me home

Turn your head My direction
always stay on course
return to Me always
for the Final decision
you will fly high
in My court

to Nityananda Rai

For Your great compassion

upon the weak

i bow to Your holy lotus feet

when everything is full of nescience

Your bold clarity and love we seek

in this age of quarrel You come

compassion that supersedes

what ever has been done

determination to chant

the Lords Names

changing the course

of every day

to a deep rewarding life

with inner direction

avoiding strife

stay with me again i pray

for Truth comes close

without delay

test the waters
see them flood
unto a sea of green
i labor in the ripened fields
along side your beautfiul team
help me to help your servants pure
help me to see their need
for only serving
Your beloveds
will destroy the choking weeds

secret of life

sri guru
divine agent
of the divine Lord
who offers the divine elixer

supernatural

is Thy Name
the soul's rapture
to en flame
burn away this ignorance
immerse in Truth
see gold remain
call upon
these Divine names
do come
engulf us
in Your eternal sun
cool us in Your
divine moon
awaken the lotus
with this mystical boon
sages and angels
beg to swoon

on the brink

of understanding
on the crest of the wave
the meaning is imparting
life's constant domain
exhileration mounting
the air is fresh and clear
Your realizations are descending
and shredding away all fear

wonderful possibilities

sit within Thy palm
may they reveal Truth
is a beautiful immortal song
it is sung by enchanted
gems that shine
guiding through
to the divine
reminding us
to always say
truth is only
a breath away
Holy Name
purely sung
removes the
clouds from
around the sun

oh yes i remember

but what it is
is faint
can You tell
my innerself
why only on
You i wait?

lots of aspirations awake me up this day

let the ones that go to You
swiftly lead me on my way

make worthy the penitent

accept my humble prayer
won't You bring me up to par
and let me stay thar

the future within

unfold the heart
the dream reveal
gifts that thieves
can never steal
unseal the soul
who sits within
bring blessings
to this land of sin
what pleases you Lord
reveal this day
tell me how
in my heart
You'll stay

kiss of eternity

stamp of the age
the heart has the language of flame
the soul has a way
to break through the dross
as it burns away the pain
and only the gold does remain

another attempt

think  of  every opportunity
is grace from above
this rare time
this gift
this life
this moment
has a gem stone
 within it
grasp it
the rare gem
glows  awaiting
now

Confidence in You

Now i know where to put my faith
Who knows all possibilities
Reveals all truth
Always desires our benefit
Compensates all my lack
Directs my soul homeward

opportunity now

bow low your head
lift up your heart
even the lowly
are allowed to depart
a destination fine and pure
awaits you now
you may procure

dare i?

i hardly can remember
where to hit the keys
so the sooner You deliver
conciousness i'll believe
i'm not alone
in this strife
forgotten
in this life
where is my center
where is my purpose
are You sure You never leave?

come bright day consume me

nothing left but Your revelations
and Your peace giving conclusions
shine on into my darkened heart
all the crows and bats depart
illuminate with your golden rays
a path to follow all my days
revealing truth- deception die
with your grace we too shall fly
celestial currents moving on
beyond heaven on your song
we find the life for which we long